I was filming an interview a few days back and a questions was posed about the tension between divulging personal struggles and maintaining an image as a public person. Did I ever feel pressure to present a “pasteurized” version of myself?
I rather loved that notion of personality pasteurization – a “process of partial sterilization making the product safe for consumption and improving its keeping quality.” What a perfect description.
What does it mean for any of us to be “safe for consumption”? That we fit a certain mold, that we maintain a sense of decorum, that we keep the more complex and controversial elements of ourselves out of the public eye?
And what do we mean when we talk about safety? Avoiding any possibility of offense? Negating challenging emotions? Keeping ourselves contained so we don’t spill over into someone else’s psychic space?
For many years it was difficult for me to discuss my mental health challenges. To be fair, part of that was because I was often too far into depression to be able to have any sort of objective view of myself. But a lot of it hinged around wanting to appear strong and controlled. Depression felt like a weakness, a flaw.
Although it took me longer than I would have liked, in the last few years I’ve fully accept that acknowledging every part of myself – even those parts that felt challenging, fragile, less than perfect – was critical in feeling like a complete, integrated human being. The shift was in approaching everything with neutrality, of not attaching any judgment or value. Mental illness is not a failing on my part, simply a reality, something that exists in me, something that I live with, something with which I’ve made my peace.
And so it’s become very straightforward for me to discuss the inner workings of my mind, in all of its intricacy. It doesn’t make me better or worse, or stronger or weaker. Instead, it’s utterly liberating, and I can’t recommend it enough. So my invitation for you today: dare to be unpasteurized.
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There’s no such thing a hiding yourself- we must be whom we are! Safe for consumption? Lol! Bishops all about the World are masters at it but shall never be Pope! We are whom we we are.in the words of the Beatles: “Let it be.”
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Th Beatles are indeed wise😃
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Hello La Maestra,
I love all your posts and your pictures. They have the potential to inspire some people.
I understand this pasteurization concept but raw milk cheeses are even more tasteful. I consulted Anite and Lynda about it. We agreed. This is obviously an analogy to say to remain ourselves. Although It is important to make continually some introspection and see what we can change without becoming what some people would like us to be.
Yes, I love that raw cheeses and the most delicious!
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